1. Beginining

I do not understand what I do.

For what I want to do, I do not do,

but what I dislike, I do.

I don't want to talk to your personality anymore, I want to speak to your soul now. From chaos, comes clarity and your internal world has been chaotic for far too long. You are so accustomed to disguising yourselves to others that in the end you have become disguised to yourself.

Your father emphasised that as soon as you learn to trust yourself, you will know how to live. There is however one thing you are increasingly realising, nobody can advise you and help you, nobody. There is only one way.

Go into yourself.

Introspect.

What is Introspect all about?

To truly walk yourself and people you care about home,

to earn your own trust via mastery over self,

you have to unseat the uncanny-angry-dictator,

invading the centre of your spirit.

You cannot do this by brute force,

this perpetuates the cycle of cruelty.

Instead you must cultivate courageously,

as a caterpillar cultivates the cocoon

only to spring into a butterfly when the time is right,

and you must do it with kindness, curiosity and humor.

Liberate your inner artist, wanderer, even a statistician

Break them out of the prison of your fears.

Then perform the most daring of heists,

to retrieve your jewel of life

locked up deep within the dictators palace.

You are highly, highly recommended to assemble all of your favorite art – anything that has ever moved you – and keep it close to your heart, as talismans, on a personal altar of devotion to the human spirit. This will keep your spirit alive. Your spirit is precious and valuable and deserving of nourishment.